This is for u and u only

My lyf changed whn u came in my lyf. I realized that there are many other thngs that matter in my lyf other than just me and my happiness. One of that was u and ur happiness. See golu i know i am nt perfect but i try to be the one who u have always dreamt of. i loose my temper some tyms and i am sorry for that. U might think that i get very serious abt this relationship but the truth is for a grl lyk u even this seriousness and my commitment is less. Jaan i am really very very sorry for all the mistakes i have done till date and i am thankful to u and the all mighty t who gave u a big heart to forgive all my mistakes and gave me a chance to correct them. I am nt bad. Sometimes i cant hlp it i loose my temper but i will try not to. U are really beautiful by heart. U are lyk an innocent kid. See u expect a thngs from me but in return i just expect u to be happy. I dont want anythng else than that. Whn u said that if ur parents say no abt our relation u wont marry me, for that instance i felt bad but after i sat alone and thought abt it i felt that u were nt wrong. I am happy u think lyk that in a mature way. But if we stay with each other till the age we are suppose to get married i promise we together with my parents will convince ur parents for our relation. The love that i have for u is very true. But u have tried to adjust with me. U were always with me and i pray u stay with me forever. U are trustworthy. U are beautiful by heart and lyk an angel  u brought colors and happiness into my lyf. This song is for u.  

For my babu.
Tc and always keep smiling
:-)

"Please forgive me"

Remember the good times we had spent together,
and the beautiful future we had dreamy of…
Darling I never wanted to create a distance between us…
Please let us bridge the gaps… 

I forgot our anniversary...I lost the track of the date... I am so sorry for this.... i know the reason u are angry u wished me happy anniversary and i kept on scolding u without realizing that u were waiting the whole day to hear it from me... I know i have been an asshole a number of tyms.....I hv been bad... U know its difficult for me to control my anger these days and get irritated....I have been impatient these days i know....Dont leave my hand i will be at my 100% soon...I dont know y is it taking a lot of tym but m sure will come over it soon....Plz forgive me..I am sooo sorry...I will remember and keep track of the dates and will never forget the 18th...I can never forget this day...It changed my life...It was filled with colors of love...laughter...tears of happiness...and so much more...A grl who loves me sooo much...She has cared abt me but i in return have made her cry...I am sorry for everything....I wish my grl frnd(my lyf) a very happy anniversary.....with lots and lots of love and kisses.....

Plz frrgive me... I know u felt bad but plz i wont repeat it again...plz forgive me... :'-(
If My tomorrow never comes
‘I M sorry’ for all the Th¡ngs ¡ might have Sa¡d
‘I M sorry’ for all the Th¡ngs ¡ did Or didn,T Do
‘I M sorry’ ¡f ¡ ever ¡gnored you
‘I M sorry’ ¡f ¡ ever made you feel bad Or put you down
‘I M sorry’ ¡f ¡ ever thought ¡ was bigger Or better than you
‘I M sorry’ for everything wrong ¡ have ever done
I M Wr¡t¡ng Th¡s becoz ¡f My tomorrow never comes?If I never get A chance To say sorry then I m sorry.. .. ..    

Our Anniversary

Today we completed 5 months together....I know its not a long duration but till date we have faced quite a number of obstacles....We fell apart but were together again within a day or so....We have fought wuite a number of tyms but we know whtever we speak is our anger speaking...From our hearts we have never thought abt each other lyk that...We hv respected each other and have suppored each other in difficult tyms.... In the beginning of our relation I have answered her in a rude manner lyk once she asked me "wht wud u select me or the season named dexter" and i was lyk definately dexter, but that was past...After that the only thing that held importance was " U and ur smile." I promise u that my love for u will never decrease.. It may increase though....See i know that we, dont know wht our future has for us but if we enjoy our present that who knows our future may be bright....

See u are the most beautiful person i have met... U just need to control ur anger,have faith and it will all be fyn.... There has never been anyone who i have loved more than i love and trust u.....I might be not very rich but really for u i will give my 100% and try to keep u happy.....

With lots of love babu...U are my world...Tc and always keep smiling....Happy anniversary..

Difficulties will come across us

U know something beautiful once u told me that u were lyk checking me out when we all were sitting in the lab,where u were attending a lecture......and u told that i caught u checking on me all the 3 times...actually even u caught me checking on u all the three tyms....u never thought it in that way.....but it is true even i was checking u.... Since thn we have been together loving and fighting..... I hope that we stay together always....

Jaan we have been through difficult tyms...but nw we might have to face a bit more difficulties whn i go to ahmbad for my further studies as we wud be a bit far from each other...... That's not the only thng.... might be that we wud talk less than wht we regularly do.... but i want u to trust and have faith...... this is for us that i am doing this.... never quit on situations just bcoz they seem to be a bit more difficult than the regular difficulties that u face..... This will be our test.... And we can overcome it....i know its nt easy but loving and being up to expectations of ur love is never easy....u have to sacrifice,u have to learn and let go, and the most important thng is u shud always keep on loving ur love from each and every part of ur heart..... Never forget one thng that, u will always find me ryt beside u in both good and bad tyms..... 

U are quite straight forward i know.....and i expect u to tell me wht are the problems that u are facing and together as u know we can solve it....just bcoz we might talk less if ur mom wud come to sleep in ur room that does not mean our love for each other has decreased....So be strong and remember we are each others strength..... With lots and lots of love from ur baby...... And u are my sweet babu....How can a msg end without this word "Babu"..My babu means the world to me..... :-) Tc.... Love u Jaan.... 

She is fabulous

She taught me to write blogs..... She is the one who always likes wht i write.... Its bcoz of her that i write.... She is the most trustworthy and a honest person.... She understands me like a frnd and supports me like a grl frnd.... I love her very much..... It was today i told her that i lied to her abt somethng aur usne hame maaf kardiya... Thank u for that..... For me ur safety matters.... I dont care abt who in my family loves u..... I will always love u....... And will try to keep u happy and smiling..... Never quit bcoz together we can fight and overcome any obstacle......

She is very rich and i am a guy nt as rich as her and she never made me feel uncomfortable.She is simple..... Meri jaana ko bhoot si cheesai pasand hai aur hame bhot kum.....I never want her to live with me as i live with very limited stuffs........ I want her to remain as she is.... A person who likes to enjoy life........ There r certain changes she needs to make as she is quite innocent...lyk she trusts easily which she needs to change and start taking a stand for herself for her pride and respect.... She is wonderful really...... There is no double that there are many guys who love her... this is bcoz she is soooooo very sweet..... I trust her... And i love her....  Tc my life..... :-)

A lecture :-p

The sacrifices we made were for us.. We did it for to keep each other happy....We did it just for the respect we have for each other.... We both know that we are really two different people but each and every person is different not a single one is same.... See u may find many people with whom u find similarities but u will just find one with whom u can spend ur lyf...... U know wht i am never gonna leave u alone i will be a very good frnd of urs... In bad tyms when u cry i will accompany u... Whn u smile i will smile with u.... i will always there to support u...... For me "i love u" are two words not three bcoz "i" and "u" were one and i never considered it different... I seriously am thankful i didn't loose the person i love she is with me as a frnd thats all i want.... I just want to see u happy.... See with whom ever u might be with the only thng i wud lyk to tell u is never take ur decision whn u are angry bcoz it does no gud and u will regret it afterwords.... It might be ur relation might never be the same after u say something whn u are angry.... Never lie to the person u are with bcoz thn there is no charm in the relation where lies come in play.... Communicate with the person u are with and u love bcoz u will find a solution whn u talk....There is a solution to every problem.... And the most important thng never have an ego of letting thngs go... Let it go...Forget it as a hard day of ur lyf...... Its quite a lecture i gave u today.... Always be happy and Tc of urself.... I am always there for u as a frnd never hesitate to talk and share..... And always have faith on god he will make thngs ok....It might take time but be patient and all ur sorrows and problems will disappear...I am happy to be ur frnd...Tc and keep smiling.. :-)

With lots of love

Ur frnd...who loves to say and write his name

Shrey...

I m always there for u

I missed u meri jaan

I really never thought that i would miss someone lyk this....I really felt my lyf incomplete without her voice.... I was lyk my lyf became the way it was b4 i met her... She has been such a sweetheart.... She has been caring too..... But really i wud lyk the world to know how important she is to me.... The things i write for u is not just to show i compliment u....its about letting u know hw special and wonderful u are to me...... Frankly speaking i  wanted to order a pizza today for lunch but from the tym we are together i never ate a pizza without her in the afternoon...We have been through tough tyms but thats hw lyf goes on....And one more thing baby "never forget i am always there for u" and try to control ur anger.... :-p   I really missed u baby..... With lots of love.... 

Tc..    :-)

U are not bad

Yesterday was really one of the finest days of my lyf... The things that i never even thought of happened and my "jaan" gave me those things.... I love her but she considers herself to be bad.... Its not lyk that difficulties are a part of lyf no one can get rid of these things.... We can fight and face the problem but we cant get rid of the problems..... If there wont have been problems in our lives thn we wud have never known hw much we cared for each other..... In happiness there are a lot of people around u but the ones who are there whn u are sad or upset are the people who care for u....... U are not bad... fights happen its just that u got to have faith on god and on the people who love and care for u.... Never leave me for the problems u face.... share it with me.... i am always there for u... Plz never take ur decisions whn u are angry.... They never turn out to right.... Always have a smile on ur face... U look beautiful with the smile on ur face..... U are one of the very few people i trust.... Never break it for the problems u face... i am there to support u.... never forget i love u jaan...forever.... Tc of  urself bcoz u are my life and i cant afford my life to get hurt....... I will take u away one day and will love u sooo much that u will forget all ur problems... That is the only aim i have.... :-)

The paragraph above is written by me but wht i am writing now is not written by me..

I'll always be beside U
Until the very End
Wiping all UR tears away
Being UR best frnd
I'll smile when U smile
and feel all the pain U do
And if U cry a single tear
I promise I'll cry too....

I care for U... 
I love U...

So be with we... We can face and solve all the problems...

I dont know wht happened today

I seriously have no idea wht happened today but i think i made my jaan suffer.... I am sorry for that... But really she trusts me more than anyone and whn i let her down i feel so very bad.... I know she talks of break ups quite frequently but i know she wont leave me and go..... I trust her and love her very much... I wont leave her alone what ever the situation may be... I will always be on her side to help her and i wish that she will be on my side always..... When i cry for her doesn't mean that i am weak its just that i care for her very much and i will make u my strength  for sure.... I love u jaan.... Tc... :-)

The fear of loosing u

A poem not written by me..... I just dedicate this to a person who means a lot to me:

The fear of losing you is almost unbearable, thoughts flash through my mind and most of the time they seem so unkind, all my lyf I have searched for a girl, someone who loves me and completes my world, someone who doesn't care what others may say, she'll stick by my side even through the toughest of days, when she is not around my spirit goes down, my lips turn from a smile to a frown

The fear of loosing u and yes this is true I know i'll never find a grl quite lyk u... 

This time i almost lost my life

With my love i took someone's freedom.... I never realized hw she felt... I respect her freeom but with the love i have for her i never realized i got so very possessive that i made my 'boring' lyf hers.... I am sorry for for that....I became no different from other guys.... I got aggressive by hearing the point of views from a person who doesn't even deserve respect..... I forgot that they all were frnds b4 we even met.... I thank " mahadev" for a final chance and my "frnds" who supported me and also my "jaana" who has a very big heart......i love her so very much even after she doesn't  have the same feelings for me..... I will try to make ur feelings the way they were again.... Tc....i love u. :-'(

Proud to have u

I seriously never knew how much she loved me until today.... I am proud to have her as my girlfrnd.... I just love her from each and every part of my heart...She changed my life and made it wonderful....Today i feel i m so blessed to have her in my life...This is a poem i would lyk to dedicate to her (not written by me :-p)


I had spent so many years leering into the vast darkness of night. 
I was searching for the answers that could complete the puzzle of my life. 
Like so many nights before, waiting for a shooting star to wish upon. 
And every time I found one I wished for someone like you to come along. 

I used to lie in bed at night and dream a dream of you 
And I would fall asleep feeling so alone and awaking as I always do. 
To my empty bed with pillows piled to hug like you were near. 
And I would feel so sad inside knowing, it was a dream you were not here. 

So back to heavens skies I would go at night, and stare up at the stars 
And feeling so small amongst it all, wishing upon my shooting star from afar 
But after many long cold nights of searching through the skies 
On a cold December afternoon I received the most amazing surprise 

The surprise was meeting you my love, my angel from above 
You shower me with tenderness and uncontested love 
You give to me the strength I need to be a better man 
And to know what love is really like, you help me to understand 

Your smile sets my soul ablaze, and your voice carries like song 
You lift me up from feeling down when every thing goes wrong 
You complete my puzzle and were the piece I could not find 
But now together with you in life I can not get you off my mind 

You are in my dreams at night and my thoughts throughout the day 
I never thought I could love someone in every single way 
I was destined to meet you my angel and that is true to see 
I was made for loving you and you were made for loving me. 
I impatiently wait until we can be united eternally in life 
With me as your loving husband and you as my loving wife

A day when i almost lost her

She is everythng to me....If anythng wud have happened to her there there wud have been no forgiveness for that....I wouldn't have been able to forgive myself for that really....It proved out to be a tough day once again..We got out of it together was important.....I know we both are totally different kind of people but as we know only the opposite poles in a magnet attract.... I let her down yet again and i am extremely sorry for that....She is really one of the best thngs ever happened to me......She will always be respected by me.....She will always be my lyf(my jaan)......And i love her very much..... I hate to see her cry and suffer....I always want her to be happy really i mean it from each and every part of my heart.....So always keep smiling and always be cool..... Take Care... :-)

the big fight

Yestday was a tough day....really thngs didn't go that well...She taught me and made me realize the importance of small thngs that matter to her...Seriously i never took those thngs into consideration bcoz  didnt knew...it wasnt bcoz i thought she didnt deserve or anythng lyk that...She deserves happiness which i try to give but ystday i came to know that it wasnt enough from my side...I am sorry for that....Ystday i suppose she slept with tears in her eyes and i was not able to make her happy...i am sorry....

But today was gud...Thngs got back to normal...She was happy and even i was..Its gud that i am improving...She is everythng to me....I love her..... She is my jaana.....

Lucky to have her

Seriously i am very lucky to have her by my side.....Today when she came and told me that she had brought somethng for my family that she had made i was so very happy.....She thinks of my family and when she wrote that she loves my family i didnt had words to describe my feelings.....The sweet that she made was not as sweet as she is....She is a wonderful human being who loves me even after i told her about the mistake i made which i regret....When she kissed my forehead i really felt that she is the one i want to spend my lyf with....She is very innocent and with it she almost told my sister abt our relationship.....i love her and respect her very much....When she says "I love u baby",when she writes a blog i just feel lyk i dont love her as much as she deserves.....Feels lyk i should love her even more.....She is my jaana and i love her very much... :-)

When people told "everything happens for a reason" i never believed them....but when she came in my lyf i realized it to be true not bcoz i have her as my grl frnd but as a person i came to know how she felt....She taught me to trust...I have learnt to be calm,the importance of small things that made her happy which i had never noticed....She is very innocent and lovely...The time i spend with her will always be remembered...The thing i lyk abt her is she is not proud....The best part till date was the cake she made....She brought it for me and it was not bad...This was the first tym i tasted something cooked by her....Seriously i just ate it bcoz she made it...Taste was never a concern for me.That feeling was superb....She has always been on my side...I love her the way she is....She is very beautiful...She is my jaana and i love her... :-)